and if love ever finds me again, i hope it's gentle this time. i hope it's someone who'll never let me fall asleep while we're still mad at each other. someone who would cry at the thought of hurting me. someone who doesn't take his pain out on me. someone who won't judge me for my jealousy and who'll prove every day that i can trust him. someone who will hold my hand even when we argue, because he knows love is more important than pride. someone who will say sorry first, not because he's weak, but because he cares too much to lose me. someone who won't wake up one day and decide to ignore me. i hope it's someone who truly loves me, and never stops showing it.