There are moments you say you just want to disappear. But do you? On the surface, it sounds like a desire for absence— an escape, a withdrawal. You're just looking for relief from everything around you. And please, don't get me wrong here, but I think all you really want is to be found. To be noticed, understood, cared for. All of it without having to ask. When you feel invisible, the fantasy of disappearing carries a kind of hope that tells you: If I vanished, maybe someone would finally look for me. Then, the wish to dissapear is not about wanting to be gone, but about wanting to matter. Just to be you as you are, without any masks, without any explanations, or once again, without... pretending.