If I lose you..❤️ Sometimes I think about what I really lose by having you, and it's honestly my control, my walls, the way I used to protect myself. You make me feel things I tried to avoid for so long. But then I think about losing you, and it feels worse somehow. Like I'd get my safe, quiet life back, but it wouldn't feel the same anymore. Because without you, everything feels complete on the outside, but empty where it matters..❤️