To struggle is to be human. So many of us chase clarity, order, and ease forgetting that most of growth happens in the lack thereof. As uncomfortable as it is, accept the imperfections within and around you. It's okay to admit that life sucks sometimes and that you feel heavy emotions about it. It's okay to feel lost and like nothing is working out. It's okay to just be without frantically trying to fix every loose end. You will be okay and life will feel less like a battleground one day but, in the meantime, you are safe to let this challenging season run its course.