is for her whole nervous system to finally rest. she is tired of being in survival mode, tired of always bracing herself for the next problem. she wants days that feel calm and nights where she can sleep without her thoughts racing. she wants to wake up without heaviness in her chest and go through the day without feeling overwhelmed. she is begging for a year where her spirit can breath, her mind can slow down, and life feels gentle again, a year where she can heal and begin to find herself again.