it feels so unfair. they push me to my limits, to the point where i can't take it anymore, they hurt me with their words and actions, and when i finally react, suddenly i'm the toxic one, the one who's overreacting. but when they're the ones who are wrong, there's always an excuse. it feels like i'm not allowed to get hurt, not allowed to be angry, not allowed to have feelings. my emotions get brushed off like they don't even matter, and in the end i'm left wondering if maybe people only see me as the problem because they don't want to face the truth about themselves.