i notice. i notice when someone's replies take longer than before, when the tone of their messages feels colder, when sentences get shorter, or when their voice doesn't sound as excited anymore. i notice when effort slowly fades, when conversations feel more like habits than genuine talks. i notice when eyes stop looking the same way, when hugs feel less warm, or when time together starts to feel more like an obligation than a choice. and even if i stay quiet, i feel it. i feel every change, every small sign. i feel it deeper than i should. so if you ever thought i didn't notice, trust me, i did.