I realized how much disrespect I accepted just because I wanted love. I let people treat me in ways I didn't deserve, just so I wouldn't feel alone. I said sorry even when it's not my fault. I stayed quiet even when I was hurt, just because I didn't want to start a fight. I thought if I loved harder, they would change, but love doesn't work that way. Real love doesn't make you beg to be seen or heard. It doesn't make you feel small or unwanted. Now I know love should feel safe, not painful. It should bring peace, not fear. And now, I am learning to love myself enough to never accept less again.