there is no version of reality where you dont get everything you want. NONE. The version where you're a multi-millionaire, EXISTS. The version of you where you get your specific person, EXISTS. The version where you get exactly what you desire, EXISTS. Do not "try to" create them. They are already THERE. every second you spend "working on yourself first" is you REFUSING to just walk through the door. stop trying to earn readiness. just BECOME the version who already has it. reality will handle the rest in ways that make ZERO logical sense.