You don't go through all that shit for nothing. You didn't survive everything you have just to stay stuck, and you didn't make it this far just to make it this far. Every setback, every hard day, every moment you pushed through when you wanted to give up built strength in you for a reason. None of it was wasted. There is more ahead for you - growth, peace, abundance, joy - and it's not by accident. Good things are coming, and you deserve every single one of them.