The world seems to possess a preconceived idea of certain personalities and paints them with a single brush, not realizing just how much agony it takes to transform an optimistic, happy-go-lucky soul into somebody who feels their existence is in vain. Please know that there are people out there who do care and want to hear your story, what you've overcome, and will give you the time of day. You were never always like this. They don't get it. You are just as deserving of an incredible life. You are just as deserving of blessings and beauty and the encouragement that life is worth living again. Because you once believed that with indisputable conviction. And deep down, you still do. You are simply exhausted from the continuous disappointment. Pt2