Beautiful soul, the past is now behind you, it's time to move forward, and not be a prisoner to the thoughts that no longer service you. Break free and release that which is necessary. It was different back then, but you've learnt the lessons you needed and moved on, so do not feel anything experienced then is going to occur again. Put your time and energy into that which really matters. Stand strong in your true authentic power. Trust the voice of your higher-self, be true in all that you do, and watch the life changing blessings that in turn are bestowed upon up.