oh, to be loved at my lowest. i've always wished for someone to love me not just when i look pretty, wear red lipstick, put on blush, or dress up nicely, but even when my hair is messy, when i can't wear makeup, and when i don't have the energy to pretend i'm okay. when i overthink everything, cry for no reason, and just want to be alone, i want someone who can sit beside me in silence and still choose to stay, someone who doesn't walk away when i'm moody or hard to understand. i just want someone who won't leave when i'm not at my best, someone who sees me on my worst days and still chooses me.