I won't tell you that what you did hurt my feelings. But I'll make you feel the distance between us. Because I gave so many signs that I wasn't okay, and I hoped that you would notice, but you didn't. So II stop explaining. I'll stop hinting. II stop asking to be understood. I'll give you the same silence you gave me. I'm tired of making my pain smaller just so it feels easier for you to hold. If you couldn't see me when I was trying, maybe you'll understand me when I'm no longer there.