I didn't feel safe..❤️ When you held my hand, I should've felt calm, but instead I kept waiting for something to go wrong. I was so used to things falling apart that I couldn't relax into something good. Even when nothing was broken, I acted like it already was. I kept expecting the worst, and slowly that fear started ruining what we had. Looking back, it wasn't fate or bad luck. It was me not knowing how to feel safe in something real..❤️