i really lost my spark. i stopped feeling the excitement i used to get from the things i once loved. even the smallest things started to feel heavy. each day, i tried to find the old me but she felt so far away. i tried to act like everything was fine, but deep inside, i could feel the emptiness growing. it's strange how fast things can change. one day you're full of life, and the next, you're just trying to get through the day. now it's like i'm here, but only halfway. but i hope that someday, i'll find that spark again and feel like myself once more.