first day on this app was trying something to get out of the loneliness or idk whats this , doesn't have a lot of friends yeah but have sufficient ones but i don't know why i didn't like to talk to a lot of them not know what's the reason didnt have any bad incidence or something but still.... it feels bad when someone is upfront texting you first and you didnt even like to respond to them in a better or equally interested way , dont know why just scrolling my phone , listening songs , watching movies or series give comfort to me much more then that of talking to someone, . there have been some friends going on a trip and asking me a lot to come but dont know why i dont want to go didnt have a excited feeling or curiousity for that and probably i didnt even care that someone would see this or not but have this thought on my mind for so many days so just want to put it out ..