i lost my interest. your absence no longer hurts the way it used to. my heart doesn't look for your attention anymore, and whatever i felt for you is slowly fading. i don't check my phone, i don't wonder what you are doing, and i don't hope you'll return. the things that once made me cry don't matter to me now. i don't look for your name, and i don't ask about you anymore. the distance between us keeps growing, and i'm finally okay with it. because for the first time, i choose myself. and when you finally know your worth, you stop chasing people who never valued it.