Inside the mind of a single person I wonder if I'll ever be in love again. I love being alone. I don't want to settle. I wish I had someone to share things with. What if I never find someone. Another first date. I don't want to go. I am exhausted. What's wrong with me. Another situationship. Why does it seem to happen so easily for other people. Is there something I'm doing wrong. Maybe I need to work on myself more. I love having time for myself. I know myself better than I ever have. I'm so lucky that I don't actually need someone else. I wish I didn't feel like I was waiting for something. Is a relationship really something I want or is it just what society tells us we should want. I have so many hobbies now. I get to do whatever I want. How lucky am I that I haven't settled. How empowering to have walked away from what wasn't for me. Maybe I should lower my standards. No I shouldn't. I wish it didn't consume my mind so much. Another engagement post. Another baby announcement. Another person in a relationship. Will it ever happen for me. Am I a sexual? Do I even have the capacity to love someone? Why am I so easy to leave? Why do I leave so easily now? What's my attachment style? I love being boundaried, knowing my worth & honouring myself. Is this freedom or loneliness?