Sometimes, I feel like I'm no longer happy with my life. I lost interest in everything, and I feel so tired every time I wake up. It feels like I am drowning in sadness each time I open my eyes. So I just want to sleep. Because that's my only escape from all the things that bother me in my head. But I wish all the tiredness that I feel right now could just disappear each time I close my eyes. I wish I could escape from misery if I'm going to sleep for a long period of time. But every time I wake up, it's still there. The sadness is still there. The tiredness is still there. And these feelings are making me sick. All I want is to find peace. I want to sleep peacefully at night and wake up feeling happy. I just want to be okay. But sometimes, no matter what I do, I still feel like falling apart. Sometimes... I feel like I am not going to be okay.