Sometimes, I feel like I can't even bear to see myself in the mirror. I hate myself a lot. I feel so sick of lying to myself that maybe someday, I'd learn to love myself. There are times where I cry alone in my room because I hate everything about me. I hate my face, my body, and my mind. I hate the way I love, the way I get angry, and the way I think about myself. I hate that I can't even see my worth. I wish I could tell myself to stop feeling worthless. I want to tell myself that whatever I feel about myself is valid, and it's okay. And someday, I hope I'd learn to appreciate myself little by little. I hope all my agony of hating myself will come to an end. It hurts a lot to see myself being unhappy with the person that I have become. And it hurts because I can't do anything about it. I just wish I could find a reason to love myself again someday.