You're really not asking for much. You want to live a peaceful life. You want to have enough to do the things that light a flame to your soul. You don't want to have to worry. You don't want to be forced to do things you don't want to do. If you think about it, the goals you created are in line with attracting what ought to be your birthright. It's really that simple. Stop acting like what you want is so outlandish. You're not being selfish. You're going for what should've been yours to begin with.