They say nothing hurts like losing your first love. They say, it feels like you won't love again and you shouldn't. But I feel like the first cut isn't always the deepest. When you fall in love again with someone new, now that's where you insecurities start troubling you. It's not always easy to let someone in and tell them everything that scares you to your wits. It's not always easy to trust them not to use your fears against you. You know, and no matter what your first love taught you, you'll always be afraid, because you've been broken before. You have been through things that made you lose your mind and feelings that aren't foreign to you. When you fall in love again, it's different. Because you've built walls to guard your heart, because this time you're not as naive as you used to be. You're slightly better and more cautious but when your heart breaks, it feels worse than the first time, because this person has seen all your broken pieces and broke you anyway.