I wasn't prepared for the depth of the love I'd feel as a parent. I wasn't prepared for how overwhelming it would be to look into the eyes of my child and never feel like I deserve so much love. People told me what I'd feel but nothing could ever come close to actually feeling it. Every single day I feel like I've won the lottery of life and I will ask why me forever because it blows me away that the universe decided to bless me in the most incredible way possible.❤️🩵💜