as my final act of acceptance, i'll take the blame and disappear. not because everything was my fault, but because i'm tired of explaining myself to people who already made up their minds. i know not everyone will understand my side, and that's okay now. i don't want to keep chasing people just to be heard. sometimes the best thing you can do is leave quietly. no more arguing, no more trying to change anyone's mind. i'll let them believe what they want, and i'll finally choose the peace i've been looking for.