Oh but one day, it's all going to get better. You are going to get, not what you wanted, but what you don't even know how to ask for. You will experience the love so great in every form and shape that your heart wouldn't know how to stay inside your body without exploding with all the emotions that feels so out of your reach at the moment. You will call your mom and tell her your big news. You will get to tell her that you made it. You will go running in the morning and sit by that beautiful sunrise and you will feel the rays reshaping you into this incredibly warm and happy person. You will sing your favourite songs once again at the top of your lungs and dance on toes like there is a wave of life flowing through you. You will meet the love of your life and fall in love with life all over again. Because as it turns out, at the end, all things get better. All we need is a little bit of hope to cling on so we never let the darkness take us with it.