i just hope there's someone who'll stay with me through my breakdowns, someone who won't run away when I'm at my lowest. sometimes, i can't help but hope there's a person out there who'll remind me not to give up on myself, especially on the days when my mind feels like giving up. i need someone who sees through me, or my thoughts and still think i am beautiful, and they're not something to hide or be ashamed of. i just want someone who'll be there through my growth, even when growing feels confusing, painful, or messy. someone who understands that healing isn't always pretty, and change takes time. someone patient enough to hold space for me, honest to tell me the truth, and gentle enough to calm the storms in my mind. i'm holding on to the hope that i'm not meant to face everything alone.