I honestly can't keep up with people's bullshit anymore. I am tired of trying to understand people who have no intention of understanding themselves. Tired of the mixed signals, the fake apologies, the promises that sound beautiful but are followed by the same actions that broke me before. At some point, you stop asking for explanations because you realize some people will create a hundred excuses before they take accountability. I am no longer interested in decoding someone's behavior or begging for honesty that should be given freely. If you don't care, say it. If you've changed, admit it. If you no longer value my presence, have the courage to let me go instead of keeping me around for your convenience. Life is already complicated enough. I don't need relationships that feel like a puzzle I have to solve every day. I need honesty, consistency, and people whose words and actions recognize each other. And if that makes me difficult to keep, then maybe I was never meant to be kept by those who only appreciated me when I tolerated the things that hurt me.