Today I’ve hit a rough patch today I wasn’t looking forward to my meeting today and I shut down and shut out my vocational rehabilitation person then he had called me twice then sent me emails twice I’ve reached out to the mental health hotline and still not working I’m on YouTube music listening to a song called wasted by Profier there’s a lyric that repeats and says when I’m down when I’m ok that lyric resonates with me when I’m feeling down and sad 😔 i feel like I want to go to one place and one concert this year and not go nowhere else’s for the remainder of the year unless one of my favorite bands is in town I rather just be cooped up in the house have no money 💰 and be broke for my entire life outside is scary with everything going on in the world 🌎