If you need to pretend I'm a horrible person just to feel better, please continue. Turn me into the villain, add dramatic background music, build suspense, give them a full performance. Do whatever mental gymnastics to keep your ego intact. I'm not bothered at all, I actually admire the dedication to your fictional universe. Whatever helps you avoid admitting you messed up in broad daylight. Honestly, I feel bad that your ego requires that level of cushioning and editing. Go tell everyone about the victim role you're passionately rehearsing and refining. Just don't forget to mention you wrote, directed, and produced the entire script yourself. It must be exhausting battling your own conscience while blaming me publicly. Bless your delusional little heart, it's doing overtime to protect your fragile pride.