Being in session with faciliator was the best. What felt even more, was their attempt to honor my octis and quotes of “wisdom” with making art of octi for me. It takes a lot to dissociate yourself from the constant pressure and disputes of toxic fam. She gave me hope and strenght again. If relatives are my true family, they will take me in, I believe that. Grandma’s been sick so I wasn’t there, which makes it harder to ask since nobody suggested this “option”. Whether they have idea or not how much this could mean to me, will be known soon. Better now than later. All these months; my sole focus has been dedicated for analyzing, making this request x log and advocating work, so let’s go🐙❤️