Not knowing what you want to do, be, or pursue feels confusing and anxiety-provoking, but it's not a curse. It's in this space between chapters that you're given the opportunity to explore, learn, and figure out what actually matters to you. Some people become aware of their gifts and "find themselves" early on, but that's nothing to resent or be jealous of. Everyone blooms in their own timing. You will too. I just hope you don't settle out of desperation so you can neatly fit into a role, title, or industry. Remaining open to opportunities while staying true to yourself will eventually reveal your path to you.