Your upbringing forced you to hold back a lot of who you are. The benefit that came from that is it created a backlog of all this aligned energy waiting to burst through. Which is what's happening now. It's the reason some moments feel overwhelming... in good ways. You find yourself emotional over seemingly small things. Your drive for success, your goals and dreams are bigger than ever. You've accumulated all the energy needed to build an empire. Let that beast inside of you loose, and go experience the vastness that life has in store for you.