Life wants to surprise you, but the problem is that you don't always have the patience to wait. You want your prayers answered 'now, so you assume that God is failing you, while in reality, he's preparing you to carry the weight of what you've asked for without falling apart. I used to think that people wanted me to fail-that the world was against me. Now it's clear that most of my enemies only existed in my head. Because guess what, when I finally made peace with myself, they all disappeared. The truth is, sometimes life actually wants you to fail, not because it's against you, but because it knows that's the only way for you to learn something real. Don't internalize the failure. Focus on the lesson.