and i realized i am hard to love. does everyone know this feeling? when someone i love makes me believe that i'm difficult to love. when they make me feel like i'm too much-too emotional, too complicated, too hard to understand. when i try to change, to be easier, to be less of a burden, but no matter what i do, it's never enough. and then i start to wonder, am i always too much or never enough? or maybe, just maybe, i was never hard to love. maybe they just never knew how to love me.