i missed you today, but then i remembered losing me was your decision. i used to blame myself for everything, thinking maybe i was too much or not enough. but love shouldn't feel like begging someone to stay. you knew what you had, and you still chose to let it go. that was not my choice. so even if my heart feels heavy sometimes, i remind myself that i didn't walk away. you did. and i deserve someone who sees my worth and stays without being asked, without hesitation, without doubt, every single day.