i don't want to be anyone's girlfriend anymore. i'm tired of pain. i'm tired of being betrayed when my intentions were pure. tired of crying over a man who can sleep peacefully at night knowing i'm hurting. i'm tired of loving people who only teach me heartbreak. for once, i just want peace. i want to stop overthinking, stop begging for effort, and stop feeling like i have to prove my worth just to be loved. maybe right now, i do not want love anymore. i just want to heal from everything that broke me.