When you finally get what you wanted, I hope you know you deserve it. I hope you don't let imposter syndrome sabotage your progress. I hope you remember how hard you worked to earn the results right in front of you. Adjusting to a personal or life upgrade takes time, but don't get so attached to being "on the way" that you refuse to accept your arrival at your destination. You did that. You got yourself here. Give yourself permission to own and embrace the fact that you transformed your vision into a reality.