entering June with a heavy heart. this month left me feeling so exhausted. i won't lie, i am not really okay. i've been hurt by the people i trusted the most. i've been betrayed, lied to, and disappointed in ways i never expected. there were days when i smiled just to get through the day, even when my heart was breaking inside. i carried so much pain in silence because i did not want to burden anyone. but as june begins, i am hoping for healing. i want to be happy again. i want a little break from all the pain, the overthinking, and the worries that keep weighing me down. more than anything, i just want peace of mind.