if love isn't for me, please remove my desire to be loved. take away the nights where i crave someone's arms around me. silence the part of my heart that hopes someone will choose me and stay. i am tired of wanting something that never stays long enough to feel real. if it is not written for me, then teach me how to live without it. help me find peace in my own company. let me stop looking for love in places that only give me lessons. let me feel complete, even when i stand alone.