but sometimes i wish i was worth the risk, too. that somewhere, someone would pursue me and make me the only exception. someone who wouldn't be scared to choose me, even when it's hard. someone who wouldn't think twice about staying, even when things get messy. i don't want to be just an option or a passing thought. i want to be someone's peace, someone they're sure about. i want to be loved without fear, without hesitation, without waiting for the "right time." i want to feel like i matter, like my heart is something safe to hold, not something people drop when they get tired. i just want to be enough for someone who would never make me question if i ever was.