If I'm meant to be alone, then please take away my desire to be loved. Because sometimes it hurts carrying a heart that still hopes for something it may never have. It hurts wanting comfort, care, and someone who chooses to stay, while trying to convince myself that I should be okay on my own. I keep telling myself to stop expecting love, to stop longing for the kind of care that feels impossible to find. But no matter how much I try to ignore it, the desire is still there. So if love is not part of my story, then please make peace feel enough for me. Teach my heart how to stop searching for what it was never meant to hold, and let loneliness stop feeling so heavy.