The pain..❤️ The pain hits when I see they are fine and I'm not. They laugh, post pictures, and live like nothing broke, while I'm still trying to heal from what they left behind. I keep wondering if I ever mattered the way they mattered to me. It feels like I was the only one who felt it deeply. The hardest part is knowing they carry none of this weight, while I'm still holding it alone at night..❤️