Sometimes I don't feel worthy of love at all. I hate the way I think, the way people treat me, and the person I've had to become just to get through life. No matter what I do, nothing ever seems to work, and love feels impossible to find. I know I'm full of love, so much of it, but I don't understand why it never seems to come back to me. I've tried so hard, yet I've been mistreated my whole life. However, if you want things to change, you must believe you deserve love. You have to see yourself as someone who can give it and receive it. Some people are more emotionally aware, and it feels hard to keep up, but you can grow. You can become someone who understands love and lets it in. It starts with believing you're already worthy.