if love finds me, i hope it's the kind of love i never have to heal from. i hope it's the kind of love that feels like home. not a place i'm trying to escape from, not a door i'm afraid to open, but a space that welcomes me whole. the kind of love that never makes me feel hard to love. love that doesn't keep a list of my flaws but finds beauty in them. love that doesn't make me feel small when i make mistakes, but reminds me mistakes don't erase my worth. love that knows how to be soft when the world is being unkind. if love finds me, i hope it waits, listens, and feels like peace. the kind of love i never have to heal from.