when something is not for you, it will disappoint you a thousand times until you finally understand. you'll keep forcing it, hoping it changes, hoping it works out differently. but no matter how much effort you give, it will keep showing you the same lesson. what's meant for you will bring peace, not constant pain or confusion. and sometimes, the hardest part is letting go. but once you do, you'll realize that every disappointment was leading you away from what was not meant for you and closer to what is.