if you saw it from my point of view, you would understand how much it hurt me too. you would see all the things i kept quiet about just to avoid fights. you would see how many times i swallowed my feelings just to avoid making things worse. you would see that i wasn't being dramatic, i was just hurt in ways i didn't know how to explain. i was trying to love you while also dealing with the pain you caused. and if you really saw it through my eyes, maybe you would finally understand that i was hurting too, even if i didn't always show it.