I just want......someone to be so utterly enamored by me in every way?? but I don't want to be romanticized. I want to be fully understood on every level. to be seen as fundamentally whole. I want security and respect and I want the freedom to still be me. I don't want sacrifice tbh....l think it's overrated... I just want to coexist. not two halves that complete each other but two wholes that compliment one another....and I don't think that is asking for too much