Right now, I want everything in my life mad, passionate, and extraordinary. If it's anything less than electric, consuming, and a little bit dangerous, it's not worth my time. I refuse to invest my energy in experiences that taste like watered down mediocrity. And I don't expect anyone else to create that kind of fire for me. I generate it mysell, because the world loves selling bare minimum as emotional maturity. They package mediocrity, comfort zones, and playing small like it's some higher wisdom. So I'd rather save my energy for building something unforgettable, loud enough to set the standard on fire. I'm no longer accommodating, agreeable, or conveniently blind to manipulation. If people don't love me for that, good, I was never meant to be convenient. If it disappears when I set boundaries, it was never love, just access..