You will soon be unstoppable. The pain you've been quietly transmuting will soon be the source of your strength. In time, you'll see that the challenge was worth it. You'll find that you have not only acquired gold - you have become it. You've alchemized the darkest corners of your mind and turned them into power. The kind of power you only earn by going through the fire. So be patient with yourself. Don't let fear and doubt rob you of the joy of being you. You are your greatest asset, your greatest miracle, and your greatest gift. Remember that you are loved unconditionally, and you don't need to prove your worth to anyone - not even yourself. You just need to stay on the path. You're on the path of self-mastery.